We have to start somewhere, right? I changed my background. Even I was sick of clicking on my blog and looking at that stinkin' ring of fire and same ole' background, ugh! I just didn't know where to begin, so I began with the background and it kind of felt good to look at something different. A new beginning. Most everyone who has been within 10 feet of me knows things have been tough for our family lately, so I wont go there. I feel as though my friends will begin to avoid me for fear of having to "hear it again". Sometimes I want to avoid myself...sleep helps, but I'm even sick of that. Hence why I am up at 2:40 in the morning finally updating my blog. It's time to stop being a sad, stressed (that really may not go away too easy, but it can be alleviated), lazy, non-motivated, weight gaining, missing out on my other children Fool. Heavenly Father has blessed me tremendously in my life and I know he is here for me now. He has blessed me with an amazing family and loving and supportive friends. There is certainly a reason he put us here in Richmond at this time... what would I have done otherwise? My parents are here this weekend for a visit and it has been wonderful to spend time with them. We have helped the boys begin some new ventures by switching each of them to getting their own rooms and the adjustment they are making to the hurtful changes that have happened. But, things are going to be Ok. I am just babbling now and that's just no bueno cuz I am making no sense. Basically, here's to new beginnings, but hanging on to hope and having faith that the future holds much for those we love and care for so deeply.
